My activities

I am in the beginning phase to share with others my knowledge that I’ve so far realized. Until now I mostly concentrated on my personal life.

In my own life and within my close environment the blessings which come from integrative worldview are already perceivable. The starting point was that I had a personality who could not face easily with reality, who rejected herself, who tended to escape from community, who was naive, well-intentioned, diligent and very dutiful, but ignorant and irresponsible on her own needs. These qualities laid down the basics of a typical victim story, where people feel that they are good, yet they are usually cheated, betrayed. For such people it is hard to trust and attach to others, thus they may become bitter and hopeless over the years. From the above qualities and tendencies, many decreased or even disappeared. I am able to perceive reality on physical, emotional, intellectual and transcendental levels, while I still feel myself complete and coherent. I started to learn how to rewrite those of my unconscious patterns which do not serve my conscious goals. I also became skilled in regulating my feelings, and because I can handle them with more confidence, I am also able to attach in a more secure way to others, to trust them, cooperate with them while I also stand up for myself even in hard situations. My relationships became more sincere and deep with more intimacy and love. The love of God and benevolence is not getting realized through an abstract, isolated idea in my life, but in a way that I still remain in the society. Furthermore, I learned about myself that I could preserve my deep confidence in life even within extreme life situations and I was always able to renew and improve myself. I also realized that nobody had to be changed in my environment. They simply developed along with me, in their own rhythm. The key in this process was the authenticity and sincerity of my inner transformation. The current situation is the result of 15-16 years of intensive shadow work and self-awareness.

By now I have arrived at a phase of my personal development, where I would like to reach out my wider environment as well. One way to do this is through this homepage. Besides, I started to organize groups on a small scale to support self-awareness, self-development and remembrance to our valuable and essential relationship with the Supreme. However, I am not a spiritual guru or an official representative of any traditional wisdom lineages, but I have valuable personal experiences and spiritual knowledge based on authentic sources. I am also a good example of how to manage your spiritual awakening in an organic way, not by bypassing, but by holding your roots and being ready for renewal at any time. Taking into account how important it is to develop individual resiliency in our time, I would like to support this process with all the capacities I have. So, this is why I’m doing this. You can find more information regarding these here: “Ongoing and planned events”.

As for my academic profession, besides writing scientific articles on the necessity of a legal system based on an integrative worldview, I am planning a book on the topic and I also would like to facilitate meaningful interdisciplinary cooperation with my colleagues in the field. You can find more info about this here: “For the voice of our society’s spirit”.