For your own voice

By your own voice I mean the voice of your spirit, which is able to move reality around you. The term voice here is symbolic, as in fact the voice is not the cause of changing the reality. The cause is the observation and awareness itself. However, in order for the happening to become realized around us, it is necessary to want it, that we think about it, we feel it we talk and act according to it. So, our own voice is actually our pure intention regarding the wish of our spirit. If we reveal it inside of us or better to do so loudly, arrangements become faster around us. These may seem to be tests whether we seriously want the process we have just launched or not.   

If we really act from our spirit, we are really attuned to its voice, then we can feel and live our life. However, it does not mean that we are so much pleased with those experiences that we have realized through this journey, that we would like to repeat them endlessly. Our spirit goes on, looks and searches for Govinda to experience more and more spiritual bliss. This can even happen, even if we are not conscious about it. We are searching for lifetimes until we get back home to Him.