My worldview

My worldview was formed on the basis of my personal experiences, scriptures and modern science. It can be labelled as integrative, holistic worldview.  

The essence of this is that as individual beings we are able to experience reality on different levels (physical-biological, emotional, intellectual and transcendental). If one of these levels is missed, we deprive ourselves of the feeling of wholeness and our sense of lack cannot be healed. However, among these the transcendental level represents the foundation that harmonizes the others. This is because the spirit (consciousness) is the cause and the reality that we are experiencing is the effect. Thus, consciousness determines reality. This is why spontaneous healings can happen. The unlimited amount of individual consciousness together constitutes the Supreme Consciousness. It consists of individual consciousnesses; however, it is not equal to the sum of those. This Supreme Consciousness determines all the collective reality that we are experiencing, what is beyond our body and comprises all bodies and perceptions.  

However, our experiences have an effect on both individual and universal consciousness, which ensures motivation to have more and more experiences striving for further spiritual happiness. 

So, the reality is dynamically changing along the principle of divine bliss. This kind of happiness cannot be experienced directly with our everyday awareness. It can be experienced in the state of higher consciousness. However, it is good news, this ability of ours can be and also is worth being developed. 

This also means that as individual consciousness and spirit we are connected with each other and with the Supremes as well. Thus, all living and seemingly non-living forms are interconnected, as a complete body. This fact may inspire us to be as sensitive and humble as possible with each other, because how we deal with ourselves and others sooner or later comes back to us, similarly to how the oxygen or the poison sooner or later spread within the body everywhere.  

t should also be mentioned that at the transcendental level between all individual and the Supreme Consciousness there is real time information transmission. The scientific literature calls it non-local intuition. This ensures that all spirits are synchronized, or that the drops are in harmony with the ocean. Non-human beings are able to act in accordance with the Supreme, but we humans have the free will to step out from this harmony and experience the reality in a chaotic way. Thus, both at the individual and collective level we can fix as our aim to remember that we are able to experience the reality at the transcendence level, which gives us inner happiness and also makes it possible to rewrite our individual and collective destiny, similarly to how the programmer is able to rewrite the program that he/she created earlier. Therefore, when the reality around us starts to become a nightmare, with the help of Supreme Consciousness we can dream another one. My understanding is that we can use this inner capacity within us to retune our individual and collective destiny. In this process, today the authentic individual transformation has the greatest significance. In this transformation from hopelessness, we can gradually turn back to the realization that we have an effect on our life and that only we were the ones who judged ourselves to suffering nobody else. I went through the same process and I believe that as I could be healed from my trauma-based destiny and life patterns, others also can do this and eventually our whole society as well. 

As it came out from the introduction, my spirit called for Govinda, and miraculously He immediately answered my call. Govinda is one name of God. He is all pervading, is there in every atom, every cell of our body and at the same time we are within Him as well. We are like drops in the ocean and the ocean is there in every drop as well. As Supreme Consciousness we can directly perceive Him through our heart. And finally, Govinda for me is the original person, to whom we can connect through love whether directly or indirectly through those spirits who love Him. Govinda in this form is the manifestation of God who is always young, friendly and mostly in a loving mood. The meaning of His name is “One who gives pleasure to the cows, the land, the senses”. However, Jesus also has central role in my life, or at least I would like to take care of Him like this. I feel His mercy and love. If I attune myself to Jesus, that also nourishes my relationship with Govinda, if I attune myself to Govinda, it intensifies my feelings for Jesus. However, I cannot control this process, it just happens.  

My understanding is, that we all – whether we are conscious about or not - love God, this is our original nature. God is so essential to our spirit, as air or water to our body. If we do not breath or drink, we are going to die sooner or later. Similarly, as if we would take a drop from the ocean, or would cut a limb from the body. Without connection the water drop evaporates, the limb dies away. The connection however is there already, we just need to remember that. Here connection means the process of remembering by attune our whole attention and senses to the Supreme and to those spirits, who love Him. This kind of remembering gives peace, freedom, spiritual pleasure, knowledge and continuous ability to renewal. However, most of us is similar as the spark from fire, we easily forget. I am also like this. Fortunately, the Lord knows this well and always take care to remind us who we really are. That’s what happened to me, I was reminded, I am constantly reminded and now I am remembering. 

“Suddenly a recollection came to me with an interior light so great that it seemed to me to be in another world, and my spirit was found within itself, in a very delightful forest and orchard, so much so that it made me remember what is said in the Song of Songs: Veniat dilectus meus in hortum suum - come He, my beloved, to His garden and eat its delicate fruits.

“I saw there, in this Eliseo (delicious place where great souls go), a blackish youth with a strange beauty; On top of his head he had like a garland, which does not crown, of great gemstones, and many maidens who walked there with him, with bouquets in their hands, all in songs of praise of God. I kept opening my eyes so as not to be distracted and it was not possible to take my attention away from it ”.

“There was a music of angels and song of birds there, which the soul enjoyed, although I did not listen to it with my physical ears, but the soul was in that delight. I looked like there was no other man there ”.

“This lasted for more than an hour and a half - that I could not take my eyes off nor my attention, and with great delight, something different from other visions; and what I got from there was more love for God and having him more deeply present with that beauty, it is not possible that it was imagination”. Vision of Saint Teresa of Avila, Relación 44, Seville, August 9, 1575.

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